Kinda Blue

Not much new. Lots of homework, lots of spelling mistakes. The husband is in Boise. Our next court date is next week. The MOWA, which has to approve all Ethiopian adoptions moved their offices this week. Many court cases were not even heard, a few passed, but it dampens the spirits.

I know my little guy is not terribly unhappy where he is. He is in a place that is familiar. He has people that meet is immediate needs. I don't think he realizes that he needs a family. My three year old that is in my home doesn't always realize she needs a family. She is very much in the "Do it my own self" phase. I grieve for my little guy, because I am about to turn his little world upside down. I am really excited to go and meet him, but I'm pretty sure he feels exactly the opposite. I know that tough times bring great blessings, but that is a hard lesson when you are three.

I hope that we will move along to the next phase in this process soon. That may not be in God's plan, but my prayer is for the wait to come to an end. The next steps will be really hard, but the anticipation is tough as well. So far all things have worked for our good, and I know that they will continue that direction. Sometimes the waiting just gets a bit weary. Soso is even dreaming of N coming to meet us on a plane. I don't think he has even been to an airport.