Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Agony and ecstacy

The courts have re-opened in Ethiopia. We have not heard when our court date is, so we are waiting. I have many friends that have had their court dates this week. The adoption email loops are full of overwhelming joy, and crushing disappointment. It has been an emotional roller coaster even from the sidelines.

In the midst of all of this a wonderful lady from my neck of the woods was able to visit Ethiopia with her husband. She sent back some wonderful candid pictures of N with his friends at his orphanage. It was so reassuring to see him playing with the boys. He looks happy, healthy, and loved. This little glimpse into his life makes waiting easier. I know that he needs a family, but God has been good to him, and he seems to be content where he is for now.

I have had to wait for children before. This time I don't have the added pressure "of this body ain't big enough for the two of us". I know that whenever we have our day in court, and however many times it takes, it is all written in my story already. My attitude about waiting won't make it any quicker, but it can make it more pleasant. So today, I will check my email in hope, go to Bible study and praise God, and love the children that He has put in front of me.

1 comment:

Andrea Hill said...

Hopefully you will pass the first time around. I agree it's even hard watching from the sidelines.

Like you said those pictures sure help and what a blessing it is to receive those while we are patiently waiting for our precious ones to come home.